Here’s my new space Take a peek into my world and tell me what do you think about the things i see through my camera lens.

Build a dam with the world, make it with invisible blocks
Close your ears and only listen to what you want
Foes everywhere, foes who can’t understand me
Cold glares, in the past I was coated with thorns

I will overcome the world
I have a path designated for me
Now I can do it for sure

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Last week and this… Life can be full of shit. Honestly. There’s a 101 things that can occur simultaneously that sometimes you don’t even know what you’re doing anymore. Sometimes you don’t even know how you’ll go about doing it. Other times you just feel like letting a few of the things go. Here comes the shittiest part – you can’t let go.

I’ve made many bad choices. Now they’ve become nightmares and they keep haunting me occasionally. Not because i did anything wrong but it’s because of my conscience and i don’t feel good about the way about some decisions were made.

Can FYP please end earlier? Like maybe end of this month or something? I will be grateful.

All For Love
Album: Look To You

Verse 1
All for love a Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified

Pre Chorus
Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have
You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Chorus
Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You
Let me sing all for love

Verse 2
I will join the angel song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all

Pre Chorus
Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Chorus
Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You (x2)

Bridge
All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You

Chorus
Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You (x2)

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Somethings in this world are just too beautiful to describe. Somethings like this song. I saw a video link on Norman’s wall on Facebook and you’ve got no idea how touching it can get. I will post it up tomorrow because it’s something that is worth sharing.

And i miss my girl alot.

Uncle’s wedding today. It was okay. Except that maybe i had a really good time with my little cousins. Those little angels always make me smile some way or another. They’re growing day by day though. Soon enough i won’t be able to play with them like i did today.

I kinda like this picture of Paul Dirac and Richard Feynman. They’re one of the greatest physicists in thr 20th century. I’ll never be like them but it’s always good to know that there are a few great minds that a difference. Here are the titans…

It’s 1am and it’s another 13hours to the Spinnovex selection presentation. I’m nervous as crap and am about to piss in my pants because of that.

Let’s pray to God and trust that everything will work out well.

Lots of interesting things happened during the time i’m in Korea and this week.

A Singapore Polytechnic student stabbed to death while patronising a karaoke lounge. Incidentally, he was on OITP for an aircraft maintenance course. My youngest uncle is getting married. Other FYP group members falling out with each other because of a many reasons. Obama wins the Nobel Peace Prize.

And i’m still doing the same things, living the same life, with nothing really special going on. All i can do is stand by the sidelines and watch all these things happen.

Oh and Happy Birthday blog. It’s been a year now. Didn’t feel like a year. Didnt seem like it.

And i should really start to post pictures of Korea soon. It’s such a wonderful place it deserves a space on this humble blog of mine. Visiting Korea makes me feel how beautiful some places on this earth can be. It’s just a pity that not everyone is able to see it’s beauty

I feel that this post is junk because i don’t exactly know what i’m talking about. Maybe someday i will or i never will. It doesn’t matter. I guess it’s just what’s in my head but that’s not how i really wanted to express my thoughts so ya… There i go again. What did i just say?

Korea was… How do i say this? It was really enjoyable. Somehow it made me see the world and people in a wider perspective. Somehow it still feels surreal because it seemed almost perfect. And everyone in the tour group has been really nice to each other. I miss the tour guide, the bus driver, eddie hyung and everyone else.

Korea is such a beautiful place. It is a place which i will definitely go back in the future.

I will put up pictures of the trip another time.

One more thing, Project 101 will be a part of memory by the next post.

Perhaps God was trying to teach me a lesson for the classes skipped, unofficial off days from school, unattentive moments during lectures and a really serious bit of procrastination. So ladies and gentlemen, my GPA has fallen really drastically. From…

3.83 to 3.25

That’s a huge drop. Which is why i’m determined to really fight my way through the next Semester. No matter what i’ve to do well because it’s the final leg of the race. After that it’s goodbye school for 2.5 years. So God please forgive me for my naivity and help afterburn the final Semester, please.

I hope that tomorrow will be an gorgeous day. One that has rain and gentle winds to make everyone happy =)

Today, lots of things happened.

I didn’t attend church.

Though i had a sore throat, which caused my voice box to temporarily cease working this morning, i had japanese food with barbequed chicken wings and plenty of tuna sashimi.

I saw my little adorable cousins and played not too long with them before i left for cycling with uncle and mum.

My bike is wrecked, not because i mishandled it in anyway. But because it dropped from my uncle’s car while it was being transported.

My bike dropped onto the road a second time because the hook holding the clamp gave way.

I pushed my bike/rode/carried from singapore expo all the way home, cutting through vegetation (trees, bushes, etc), against the flow of traffic on a flyover which has no pedestrian lanes, slipped and fall, going up uphill slopes and most of all, laughing when i was at my doorstep because everything seemed like a joke.

It’s times like these whereby you find that life is literally a joke. And you couldnt really help it but to laugh.

The End.

You wanna know what sucks? A sore throat.

And i’m not counting down the days that she’s gonna return. I’m only going to do when there’s a month left till she comes back.

Damn it, let’s hope we nail FYP this time round. Now i know the feeling of how many engineers and scientists have to work with a task and without any room for error. Oh God, i hope i know what i’m doing.