It’s raining =)

And it’s nice to see the reflection of lights from the vehicles and street lamps on the puddles of water and the wet road left behind by the rain that came before it. With that, many many good things also happen such as a cool and windy weather. Which really makes me think when the last time a very huge rain poured down.

Mechanics paper today was pretty much a relief i guess. Though aircraft systems tomorrow would totally put my head on the chopping board. The best part of it all is that i’m supposed to study for it now and i’m telling myself “after this post, after this post”.

And it’s been a month today =) Weren’t able to celebrate but we will eventually. But for now she stays in my heart.

I guess engineering is the type of subject whereby if you understand a concept, everything will be made so much simpler. But somehow it’s not as fun as it should be and as fun as it was before. Things are harder to grasp and i don’t feel like i’ve got a particular connection to it anymore.

I think i’ll find back the feeling for it. I don’t know how long it’s going to take but i hope it isn’t too long.

Monday was my first time bringing my little cousin out to play, and i did so with piglet by my side. Without her i wouldn’t know how to even take care of him properly and i believe she made the whole outing thing fun as well =) Was awesome tired after the whole thing though.

Then yesterday i went to take pictures, this time in full black and white because of my GEMs assignment and also with kenny and bert. And i’ve shortlisted the 6 that i’m going to submit to my lecturer this friday! Of course it’s last minute work, but i’m pretty happy with the outcome =P Although i don’t think the pictures are as good as the first assignment.

So here are the six.

So this is it. Now all i’ve to do is just to have a title and to develop the pictures.

=)

Week 1 of the holidays is going to officially end. Come to think of it, even though i haven’t been doing anything the least bit constructive, still i got to see piglet many times this week. And most certainly it was really awesome spending time with her =)

And i’ve got a sudden urge of clearing my ipod clean. And start to put in songs again, bit by bit.

I think that’s what i’m going to do now.

It’s a really desperate attempt to blog not because of anything else, but because i’m really trying to find something constructive to do.  I kinda thought the picture above has a timeless feel. It seems as though i can feel what has happened around on that day. By the way this picture was taken on the Victory over Japan Day, when the japs surrendered.

FYP – Nothing to say really. But the reason i’m stating it is because it’s of significant importance but right now i just feel that i can’t do anything about it. I thought i knew what we were doing but after all these obstacles i’m not too sure if we went the right path. Too late to change.

On the other side of the field, i’m really thankful for this holidays. At least i get to see piglet more often now =D Then always kena whack Best part is she enjoys doing it and she thinks it’s not pain. It just makes me wanna irritate you more man =P

Gummy Bears

Piglet wants me to write about my uber boring day today but since she’s reading and so are all of you, i shan’t shortchange your time for some really boring text =P But if you’d like to know, i’ve been online since i came home -and that was about like what.. 3pm?

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Show day.

It’s a day where you wake up early, the energy pulsing in your veins, a list of a million things to do, a million things to remember, flying through your head. You seem to always look worse then usual, the weather always seems to be better or worse then you expected, and everyone around you is a nuisance, including your best friend who’s sitting by the corner to support you.

Excitement is high, as are nerves; it’s lip biting, screaming, anticipated, relaxed… energy.?

Sometimes these days make me want to cry inside because it’s just so scary to face. And all the things that are flowing through that little head of yours makes everything so much less easier to take. You think about everything and anything and sometimes you just feel so paranoid.

Then i remembered that she came by to give me a packet of gummy bears but the main motive was really to say a “good luck” and a hug that i needed. Of course in the midst of all these preparation a little hug on a windy day in a quiet park would feel like an exclusive massage, so i don’t think i’ll ever forget that – and her.

So i looked at the packet of gummy bears and held them in my hands and i squeezed some of them with my finger and thumb at the head and feet of the candy, just trying to gain some distraction.

When suddenly, i wondered why does gummy bears don’t come in purple or blue. Why is that? There are green, yellow, orange, red, pink and white. I’ve came up with what i think is a perfect explanation. If you talk about the solar system, we’ve explored the sun (orange), mercury (white), venus (yellow), earth (green), mars (red) and pink (jupiter and saturn). So it’s coincidental, how these gummy bears are coloured. Neptune and Uranus are purpley blue and we haven’t really come close to them yet.

So they are really in fact space aliens that the astronauts and space probes brought back. They’re made into little gummies so that they can deceive us that they really exist.

*bell rings 3 times*

That’s my turn now.

I popped a gummy bear into my mouth and never thought about it again.

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Disclaimer: Super lame i know…

Today passed by very fast. It’s almost 11pm but it really feels like it’s only 8. And my tooth hurts, which really means i must go to the dentist really soon. Piglet says it’s because of the amount of Mcflurry i’m eating, which of course i’ll definitely deny but come to think of it, it may be the cause of it all.

And i need to plan my holidays well. And FYP will be the death of me.

Tanaka Koki is super badass.

Feeling super tired today. I’ve got no idea why. I bet it must be this morning’s rain that made the sleep so much sweeter but i’ve to be forcefully worken up just to go to school. And i failed miserably in that because i was late for school.

I drew some stuff in class today which i think is too nice to throw away, so i kept it. If i have the time i’ll take a picture of it and show it.

Super tired now. I’ll go take a nap.

just a nap.

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I’m awake now.

I am, however, satisfied with today because it was productive. At least i got to do mechanics but sadly,unable to finish it.

It’s only 7 weeks into this semester and somehow i feel really tired and drained physically and i don’t really have the mood to do anything. It’s less than 2 months but it feels like 4. No matter! Holidays are coming! And the FYP woes are still haunting me day by day.

I’d like to coop myself up in the library and hunt myself a private corner where i can lay out mattresses sleep and relax whenever the day gets too tiring. Sometimes i can just sit on the floor of the library with a few of my favourite books and just read on without any disturbance, with no worries about time or deadlines. And once in a while i’d like to have piglet to come over so we can admire each other in the silence. But that’s never going to happen. The librarians will most probably throw me out so…

And i want to get things really organised. Ever since i shifted to my uncle’s place. Everything’s all over the place and i couldn’t find this and that. It really sucks to think that i’ve got something but it’s somewhere in the boxes. And i tend to forget things easier these days. Must be the lack of sleep and multiple facebook games.