Results

It was results week and i’ve gotten it back. To say the least i’m rather pleased with what i’ve gotten. =)

Without a sound

Days past so fast these days, trotting by without a sound.

Then i’ve finally found my vice – Computers. I’m a freaking luddite.

Please, do view my Tumblr.

The results are gonna come out in a day’s time, and quite honestly, im nervous as hell.

Yellow

my heart
lives in a yellow house
on a street
at the edge
of this city

if i find it
you can come too.

A new day

It’s a better day, and im back to the start.

And do not shut, the heavens.

Greatness

I’ve been walking in the same way as i did,
in the wonders of my world.

This will be quite an emo post,
so just stay if you’d please.

I looked at fear right in the eyes today. I came out of the shadows and faced it, beaten it, trampled it, overran it and conquered it. For the first time, i did things which i never once was able to do. For the first time, i really felt that i’ve changed. It isn’t much though.

Sometimes i wish i can receive teachings from Aristotle, the same man that taught Alexander the Great. Then at other times i wish that i can join Pythagoras’s club and be a Pythagorean. Then there will be times where i wished i was working beside Archimedes. And that i could be able to listen to the theories of Ptolemy. Then sometimes, i wish i shared the same brilliance as Issac Newton. Sometimes, i wished that i lived across the block from Albert Einstein like how Oppenheimer and other great minds lived beside him. That i studied in the same class at John Forbes Nash so that i’ve played a part in founding Game Theory.

Sometimes i wish, that i could just be as simple as life can allow me, so that i’ll really be happy.

As i grow up, my dreams get bigger and bolder. What started out to be a simple dream as a bus driver when i was 7 years old now see ambitions that may be greater than what i’d be able to handle. Ambitions such as being a mathematician, pilot and lately, a college professor. People say that it’s alright to dream and to love what you do, but what i want to do is more than that. And with that, i let God into my life, to determine, what can or cannot be done. To let him take control of what he’s already put in me and more.

There’s alot of things that i need to sort out now, but i’ve got no idea where to start.

So right now i’ll go, and try to solve this problem, then maybe i’ll be right back to give an answer.

Plato & Aristotle: Physicists, philosophers

Ptolemy: Mathematician

Archimedes: Mathematician, physicist & inventor

Issac Newton: Mathematician & physicist

Albert Einstein: Theoretical Physicist

John Forbes Nash Jr.: Mathematician

Thanks for reading. Now you know something that many people don’t.

But really, thanks for the time.

Ayer

I hope you don’t keep drinking like you do, though i know alcohol is dirt cheap at where you’re at. I’m sure you’ll find someone that’s more deserving of you =D

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Over the course of year 3, i feel that i’ll have quite a fair bit of activities, which i won’t know whether will make me a better person only until i ultimately graduate. Nonetheless, i’ll be threading into these grounds which may either kill me, or make me stronger. But we all come out of the depths anyway.

Then again, it’s mostly self inflicted pain. Haha.

Really feel like vomitting now, everything that i ate for dinner, just all out.

I have not idea why.

but, i finally met her today and her name’s ______.

I guess that’s good enough, really.

:)

:)

Chark is so smart.

ALL As AND EXCEPT GP FOR A LEVELS.

Congrats girl.

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I once told you that i’ll be right back, bring victory. I guess both you and i long forgotten about that. It’s been a few years and we haven’t been talking all these while. And i almost, almost forgotten about you.

Nonsense, literally.

Word play word play word play and that’s how it’s gotta be.

Rockets are fun.

It’s the holiday’s now.

I’ve pretty much found solace in books.

I’ve been reading.

Alot.

And there’s alot more i’d like to say.

But i’ve found myself cooping up in bookstores at bras basah.

Reading.

Reading.

I’ve gone completely rouge.

Changing my phone language to French.

And somehow.

It’s a really nice language.

I’ve realised.

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There seems to be a whole lot i’d like to attempt at trying. Cello, Fermat’s last theorem, Spanish. And whole lot of other random things. Then again, i’d just be trying and really hoping something better will come better out of it all. I havent touched a single thing on maths this holidays because i’ve been really bogged down by large figures with infinite decimal places.

But i’m beginning to find numbers very beautiful and i still look up to Issac Newton.

I’ve got 7 weeks to do as i please this time round. 7 weeks. that’s 49 days. and 3 days have already passed but the holiday’s just barely begun. I shall see what i should do.