You’ve got no idea how hungry i am right now.

And i’ve been really edgy.

And really frustrated.

And really moody.

And really idiotic.

Because there’s nothing nothing to eat around. No dinner. No instant noodles. No snacks. No milo. No gastric medicine.

And so my head’s spinning around right now.

And i’m really sorry that i was rude to her.

And really regretting my actions.

Okay. I just realised i’ve got an assignment that was due 3 weeks ago. And i’m quite screwed in a way. So yes.

And i just passed systems exams with only 56.

I’ve been feeling really tired this week. No particular reason as to why but YES i just feel tired. I’m getting enough hours of rest, so i guess it’s basically just me trying to readjust to normal school hours again.

Gotten back Mechanics paper today. Considered that i was confident for the paper, this time i was over confident and i lost quite a bit of marks. I did secure my A but i could have done a whole lot better. Quite happy that some of my classmates did better than i did though =) they were really worried so i guess it’s a sigh of relief for them.

And school started with a test today which my whole class had no idea of. Nonetheless, i can safely say i screwed up here and there because i wasn’t even thinking properly. So basically, second day of school wasn’t really cool to start with.

But the weather for the past 3 days wasnt that bad at all. I liked the rain and i hope it’ll continue till the end of the week because the world’s getting to hot.  And there’ll be pretty clouds and cool weather and wet roads that shows beautiful reflections like those shown in the picture above!

Then these days i just think of her really often. Looking forward to her messages. Anxious to know how she feels. Wondering if she’s thinking of me. And all i can do is to think. All i’m worried for is that after 5 months she would be too preoccupied with other things.

I shall attempt to blog properly today because i haven’t done so yesterday =) Had a little bit of inspiration but it evetually went off and so i hadn’t got the mood to do so. And you can listen to a little happy song here.

I spent the whole day bumming around and not doing anything. I had the intention to go out actually but i stayed in and at home the entire day and not doing anything. Anyways, i have the sudden urge of keeping hamsters again, and as i was staying at home i did “research” on it.

Apart from that i got disconnected not once or twice… but more than 10 times. i gave up counting after 11 times. It really sucks and it seems to happen only for my lappy. My mum’s and uncle’s macbook seems to be okay but mine just keeps disconnecting on me. OH WELLS.

And tomorrow is another boring day. I don’t have anything to do. Can someone help me out please?

*yawns*

MSTs are over but there are a hundred and one things to be worried about. And amongst all the other stuff is FYP. Never really realised how much we’re lagging behind only until today when i sat in a meeting with Mateen’s group. It is at this point of time where i think i should stop fooling around and start to really focus on studies. Haven’t really focused much this year and i’ve been wasting alot of time…

But this MST wasn’t that bad. At least i got to see piglet quite often this week =D

It’s raining =)

And it’s nice to see the reflection of lights from the vehicles and street lamps on the puddles of water and the wet road left behind by the rain that came before it. With that, many many good things also happen such as a cool and windy weather. Which really makes me think when the last time a very huge rain poured down.

Mechanics paper today was pretty much a relief i guess. Though aircraft systems tomorrow would totally put my head on the chopping board. The best part of it all is that i’m supposed to study for it now and i’m telling myself “after this post, after this post”.

And it’s been a month today =) Weren’t able to celebrate but we will eventually. But for now she stays in my heart.

I guess engineering is the type of subject whereby if you understand a concept, everything will be made so much simpler. But somehow it’s not as fun as it should be and as fun as it was before. Things are harder to grasp and i don’t feel like i’ve got a particular connection to it anymore.

I think i’ll find back the feeling for it. I don’t know how long it’s going to take but i hope it isn’t too long.

Monday was my first time bringing my little cousin out to play, and i did so with piglet by my side. Without her i wouldn’t know how to even take care of him properly and i believe she made the whole outing thing fun as well =) Was awesome tired after the whole thing though.

Then yesterday i went to take pictures, this time in full black and white because of my GEMs assignment and also with kenny and bert. And i’ve shortlisted the 6 that i’m going to submit to my lecturer this friday! Of course it’s last minute work, but i’m pretty happy with the outcome =P Although i don’t think the pictures are as good as the first assignment.

So here are the six.

So this is it. Now all i’ve to do is just to have a title and to develop the pictures.

=)

Week 1 of the holidays is going to officially end. Come to think of it, even though i haven’t been doing anything the least bit constructive, still i got to see piglet many times this week. And most certainly it was really awesome spending time with her =)

And i’ve got a sudden urge of clearing my ipod clean. And start to put in songs again, bit by bit.

I think that’s what i’m going to do now.

It’s a really desperate attempt to blog not because of anything else, but because i’m really trying to find something constructive to do.  I kinda thought the picture above has a timeless feel. It seems as though i can feel what has happened around on that day. By the way this picture was taken on the Victory over Japan Day, when the japs surrendered.

FYP – Nothing to say really. But the reason i’m stating it is because it’s of significant importance but right now i just feel that i can’t do anything about it. I thought i knew what we were doing but after all these obstacles i’m not too sure if we went the right path. Too late to change.

On the other side of the field, i’m really thankful for this holidays. At least i get to see piglet more often now =D Then always kena whack Best part is she enjoys doing it and she thinks it’s not pain. It just makes me wanna irritate you more man =P